As I sat and look around.I know that tis is the moment I should make a marked.A turning point.Grown from small to a young teenage lady.Didnt expect life to be so great as it is.

Being the 'Akak' in the family is never easy.Being the happy lady is never easy.

My dearies adik will alwaes test my kesabaran.She too changed.Changes frighten me.Changes put me in a frozen time.

I need time to adapt.To realize that I aint a Akak of A adik but I'm a Akak of TWO adik.As I look and care for my adik, I understand the feelings that linger within mothers.

Ibu given birth to a cute kenit.Ibu cried tears of joy.Ayah azankan.I prayed in silence for the smooth work of birth.That was a year ago.

Now, kenit aka angel aka sabrina is a young toodler who is learning to live and know the world of ALLAH.With her being born in the world, it open my eyes to a simple word call RESPONSIBILITY.

As my days passes,responsibility is always hang on me.I now noe how it feels to be tested.I hate to slap her.I hate to shout at her.But she's getting out of control.

Nani,Akak tak bermaksud untuk marah kau.Tapi tengok kelakuan kau,you aint small gal.Kau dahh jadii anak dara.Kadang-kadang mmg akan ada perselisih faham antara adik dan kakak, tapi jangan ia dilahir dengan kebencian.Anggap aku sebagai kawan.Aku ingin tengok kau berjaya dalam hidup.Aku tak nak kauu leka dengan kehidupan yang maha cabaraannya.Jiwa aku bergentar bila aku tahu tentang cerita kau disekolah dulu dan disekolah sekarang.Menjadi seorg perumpuan bukannyer senang.Susah dik.Ibu syg kau,ayah syg kau, aku dan sabrina perlukan kau.Jangan kau sia-siakan kehidupan kau yang satu ini dik.Akak ingin kau bahagia.

I may b hot tempered.I may b brutal.I may b vulgar.I can control them.But I have my limitations too.If I cant control, I'm like volcano erupted.

It is a joy to see smiles on my parents and family.Its a happiness.The sense of satisfaction is still there.

15 years and I grown to be a lady.15 years and I grown to lead my adik to the rite path;may ALLAH help me in tis big challenge that will never stop.15 years and I grown to learn the true meaning of family.15 years and I still counting for the future....rOcks on

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born 14jan1991,
cApricOrn ,
adOre biG sPorT biKe ,
aKiNso rOck,
iaN sToNe ,
shaKiNah batU,
i'm TAKEN !! ,
iLOVEhim ,
NANIsabrina my beLoved sisTas ,
aNd i LOVE my MUMMY and DADDY ,
and i LOVEADOREADMIRE bigSPORTS biKe
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